feel just a little better, feel down.
I had at least 7 hrs sleep, so that is better than the night before. I am smoking but dont know why? I dont like it. It taste awful but I still do it. I just keep smoking, cause it give me a urge to move otherwise I am a slow poke. I have been sitting more, not up and moving about, low energy
I have been crying about my dad in the hospital. They said he might not have a blockage wich is good, so they are just watching him. My poor dad. My mom at least is getting some sleep instead of waking up at night with dad. He wears her down. But I guess its better that he's in there.
My husband keeps complianing about how bad the guys at the firehouse are. They dont listen or just do their job without being told what to do. They are lazy, dont check the rig to see if everything is on it and clean. They leave it a mess for the next crew. They leave the kitchen a mess etc... like kids. He picks up their trash and they dont open the windows to let fresh air in the dorms. They still drink alot and bring girlfriends in the firehouse when they are supposed to be married with kids at home. Its a mess records are never kept in order. He is always cleaning out the office. And he tells me I dont understand. I hear him I remember everything he tells me. But He wanted tpo do the job way before I met him. He is a captain and that is what his job is. He retires in 6 years, oh boy, Lord help if he makes chief. I pray to God I can handle him. Then he can retirebut he will still work, because that is him.
My boys have been great, just got to get the middle son back in school to learn something an
get a better job . Sam's Club is not a career. He been there a ccouple of years already. Cooking the chicken and sliceing up meat. But he isnt a butcher. They old guy he works with has been training him. But he has about 20 more credits to go to graduate. Something to do with computers and art and design. Like designing church bullitins, lay outs for magazines, stuff like that. He likes it so, thats good but in 2 1/2 more yrs he will be off our insurance. He dosnt care. He has too! M y oldest sons career is moving along, and my youngest is still going to university but wants s apprenticedship. He wants to learn and work. He is a go getter. He knows what he wants to do, electrical engineer. Even when he is sick, he goes to school. Now my oldest is the always thinking something is wrong with him, He had to be more positive. But he is a hard worker, he knows his cars and trucks, even semi trucks. He just likes anything motor. Boy I brang about my boys cause they are my world. I live for them. I do whatever they need done, I still wash their clothes and cook them dinnet or any meal. I get them things from the store, what ever they need, and I listen too them. I just would like the older boys not to give up on girls. They need to be loved too. The all are my world and are wonderful!
I have been crying about my dad in the hospital. They said he might not have a blockage wich is good, so they are just watching him. My poor dad. My mom at least is getting some sleep instead of waking up at night with dad. He wears her down. But I guess its better that he's in there.
My husband keeps complianing about how bad the guys at the firehouse are. They dont listen or just do their job without being told what to do. They are lazy, dont check the rig to see if everything is on it and clean. They leave it a mess for the next crew. They leave the kitchen a mess etc... like kids. He picks up their trash and they dont open the windows to let fresh air in the dorms. They still drink alot and bring girlfriends in the firehouse when they are supposed to be married with kids at home. Its a mess records are never kept in order. He is always cleaning out the office. And he tells me I dont understand. I hear him I remember everything he tells me. But He wanted tpo do the job way before I met him. He is a captain and that is what his job is. He retires in 6 years, oh boy, Lord help if he makes chief. I pray to God I can handle him. Then he can retirebut he will still work, because that is him.
My boys have been great, just got to get the middle son back in school to learn something an
get a better job . Sam's Club is not a career. He been there a ccouple of years already. Cooking the chicken and sliceing up meat. But he isnt a butcher. They old guy he works with has been training him. But he has about 20 more credits to go to graduate. Something to do with computers and art and design. Like designing church bullitins, lay outs for magazines, stuff like that. He likes it so, thats good but in 2 1/2 more yrs he will be off our insurance. He dosnt care. He has too! M y oldest sons career is moving along, and my youngest is still going to university but wants s apprenticedship. He wants to learn and work. He is a go getter. He knows what he wants to do, electrical engineer. Even when he is sick, he goes to school. Now my oldest is the always thinking something is wrong with him, He had to be more positive. But he is a hard worker, he knows his cars and trucks, even semi trucks. He just likes anything motor. Boy I brang about my boys cause they are my world. I live for them. I do whatever they need done, I still wash their clothes and cook them dinnet or any meal. I get them things from the store, what ever they need, and I listen too them. I just would like the older boys not to give up on girls. They need to be loved too. The all are my world and are wonderful!
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Angie, Im glad that i least you were able to sleep last night that would help you with you anxiety, at least everything is going good with the boys too. I hope your day is going good!