i am just feed up

To day i took my anxiety  med but it made me feel worse  than before. Feel physical  worn out, like the energy  sucked out of me. Woke  up at 4:40pm, made coffee. Went back to sleep after a cup of coffee. Then woke up at 9 had another coffee, went back to sleep at 10:30am, woke up at 12pm, had another cup of coffee, went to bathroom 4x's then, feel drained. Have no energy. I want to sleep more. At 12pm i took axiety pill, just was scared but it didnt help. It made my energy lower. I had my physical  yesterday. Doc is worried about me. My blood pressure was high. I knew it was,cause I been feeling it for about a week. Right now I want to fall asleep. Yesterday cleaned the house and had lots of energy,  but felt tired in evening. The doctor  is worried about my heart racing at night.  He took a lot of blood tests,  and x-rays. He also was concerned about my  smoking,  so gave me the 21mg patch to use. I told my husband i wanted to go to the hospital,  but he says "you were just at the doctor yesterday!"I told him the doctor is worried about me, but he says"oh he's just worried. "Well, i even get the sweats and my hands are cold and falling asleep. Well, he goes to the laundromat to wash big things,  and if i feel worse, i might just have to drive myself. He can be such a .... he dosnt get it with all the meds I'm on. Maybe he would rather just find me on the floor. I haven't even been to my mom and dad's in a couple of weeks.  I feel bad about that.  I just feel awful!  No support in my family!