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Today is 65 days sober.  Don't get me wrong, I am happy about that but it is a bad day.  A very bad day.  I have had less than 5 hours sleep and I woke up.  Just woke up for no reason.  That...

Well I made it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  2 Months of sober time.  I am elated tonight.  I am extremely manic but so happy!  Can't say much because I have an injured hand more to come later!  I want my...

Well, seems I made it through my 4th and 5th steps.  It wasn't nearly as bad as I remember it being.  Of course, it could have something to do with my sponsor ;)  The surprising thing is that I...

This is one of those days that  you just want to give up.  It was a horrible night and the only things that I have to be thankful for was that it hit the fan when it was too late to go to the...

It has been the weirdest day.  Started out the day a little on the depressed side then all of a sudden....WHAMMO.....the manic thing hit and I was all over the place.  I got so irritable and...

Hey all. Just a quick goal update.  Today is 52 days sober.  The bipolar is still tripping with me because seems like even though I am on my meds I am still having some manic stuff happening and...

Today is day 47 sober.  I had a talk with my sponsor last night and we discussed how odd and scarey if feels since my meds are working and I have peace.  It is like I am waiting for something bad...

Yesterday was a fairly good day considering all that has been going on in my life.  I think my new meds are beginning to work some.   Maybe they finally have me on the right meds for a change.  I...

Well it was a great day until I got a phone call and was informed that I no longer have a job.  Now I don't know what I am going to do.  I am feeling like I could explode.  I have had my meds but...

Just a quick update.   41 days sober. 

Well I am home.  I thought it would be easiest to just post a journal entry and let folks know that.  I had an episode Monday night while at work and decided that it was time to go to the hospital...

Well I am still hanging in with not picking back up the bottle.  I have to be honest and admit that tonight has been hard.  I have been wanting a drink really bad tonight.  I have hit a bottom or...

Wow!  Last night was a complete trip for me. I say last night but I guess now it was really night before last.  Never went to sleep tonight.  I have become very manic tonight and cannot slow...

i tried to shut my eyes  i had them shut and i heard a noise  i know it is that thing coming back  i shouldnt have told nobody  now i pissed it off  it was probably over there listening the...

what the hell is going on  i need some help  there is a thing in the corner that is like looking at me but it dont have any eyes  it seems like i got a whole damned bunch of people screaming in my...