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Here we are at 8 months.  Looking back, it has been a very interesting 8 months but in this time I have grown so I suppose it was worth it.  Hard to believe some days that it has been this long but...

Here I am at 230 days sober.  Never thought it would be possible to make it this far again.  The thoughts of drinking and using are getting farther and farther in between now.  They are getting...

Well, I made it to 6 months.  I am glad that I am able to sit here and write this update.  It has been a somewhat rocky road at times during these six months but I always managed to reach out and I...

Still sober and just waiting for that 6 month time to get here.  Not so much that I don't know I only have today though. Just this 24 hours.  I think my meds are finally leveled out for the most...

Yes I am still here!  I haven't been around much but I am still here and still sober.  Struggling some still with the bipolar and getting my meds right but I realize it is a slow process...

Ya know.  I am sick and tired of having this disease.  I am sick of the problems it is causing in my life.  I am sick of people being so damned judgemental and uncaring.  I don't want to have to...

I am sitting here looking back over the last 90 days and I have to say I am in awe.  I honestly don't know how I made it with all that I have been through.  Some have said that I am a strong woman...

Well today is 86 days sober.  Wondering if I will make 90.  Having a rough time right now.  I am in a very good place but still feel like shit.  Doesn't make sense to me.  Maybe it is the BP. ...

It is amazing to me that God always has a way of working things out.  On July the 2nd my girlfriend broke up with me.  I was devestated and wondered why.  That very day I found out that the woman...

I am so angry today I am not even sure where to start in this entry.  First of all my girlfriend and I have apparently broken up.  For what reason, I haven't a clue.  I gave her my heart and it...

Well just updating a goal here.  It has now been 73 days sober time.  Alot has gone on in that time period but I somehow managed to make it through still sober.  I just got out of the hospital...

Today is 65 days sober.  Don't get me wrong, I am happy about that but it is a bad day.  A very bad day.  I have had less than 5 hours sleep and I woke up.  Just woke up for no reason.  That...

Well I made it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  2 Months of sober time.  I am elated tonight.  I am extremely manic but so happy!  Can't say much because I have an injured hand more to come later!  I want my...

Well, seems I made it through my 4th and 5th steps.  It wasn't nearly as bad as I remember it being.  Of course, it could have something to do with my sponsor ;)  The surprising thing is that I...

This is one of those days that  you just want to give up.  It was a horrible night and the only things that I have to be thankful for was that it hit the fan when it was too late to go to the...