Update

Hey all. Just a quick goal update.  Today is 52 days sober.  The bipolar is still tripping with me because seems like even though I am on my meds I am still having some manic stuff happening and definitely still having some major depression hitting.  Seems like the major depression hits during the crash after a manic time.  I did manage to string 3 glorious 'normal' days together where I wasn't experiencing either one.  Funny thing is I was miserable sort of during those 3 days because I was feeling like I was just waiting for the explosion or the other shoe to drop or something.  Weird because all I want is those days and when I finally get them I can't truly enjoy them because they don't feel like all my other days.  <rolls eyes>  Anyway.....by the grace of God and the help of my sponsors and friends I have managed to string 52 sober days together.  For those of you who have been and still are praying for me thank you.  Your prayers are greatly appreciated. 

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awesome..you have done 52 sober days together... sooo good to hear, SwtLdyLvr.. keep goin. You have your friends here to check on you [and pray for you of course!]
huggin you from FL..!!!!