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Here we are and another year has almost gone.  As of April 18th I will have another year sober.  That makes 3 years for me and it does feel so good.  This past year has definately had it's ups and...

Well, it has been almost a year since I posted in my journal so I figured it is finally time to start posting again.  This past year has been very trying and interesting but as of the 18th of April...

I finally made it!  As of April 18th I had a year clean and sober.  I read back over the past year's journal entries and I realized just how much I went through.  And the important thing is that I...

Well here I am at 10 months.  That year goal is definitely coming into sight now.  I am starting to feel that things are getting a little better day by day.  The fog has lifted and I am seeing...

Here we are at 8 months.  Looking back, it has been a very interesting 8 months but in this time I have grown so I suppose it was worth it.  Hard to believe some days that it has been this long but...

Here I am at 230 days sober.  Never thought it would be possible to make it this far again.  The thoughts of drinking and using are getting farther and farther in between now.  They are getting...

Well, I made it to 6 months.  I am glad that I am able to sit here and write this update.  It has been a somewhat rocky road at times during these six months but I always managed to reach out and I...

Still sober and just waiting for that 6 month time to get here.  Not so much that I don't know I only have today though. Just this 24 hours.  I think my meds are finally leveled out for the most...

Yes I am still here!  I haven't been around much but I am still here and still sober.  Struggling some still with the bipolar and getting my meds right but I realize it is a slow process...

Ya know.  I am sick and tired of having this disease.  I am sick of the problems it is causing in my life.  I am sick of people being so damned judgemental and uncaring.  I don't want to have to...

I am sitting here looking back over the last 90 days and I have to say I am in awe.  I honestly don't know how I made it with all that I have been through.  Some have said that I am a strong woman...

Well today is 86 days sober.  Wondering if I will make 90.  Having a rough time right now.  I am in a very good place but still feel like shit.  Doesn't make sense to me.  Maybe it is the BP. ...

It is amazing to me that God always has a way of working things out.  On July the 2nd my girlfriend broke up with me.  I was devestated and wondered why.  That very day I found out that the woman...

I am so angry today I am not even sure where to start in this entry.  First of all my girlfriend and I have apparently broken up.  For what reason, I haven't a clue.  I gave her my heart and it...

Well just updating a goal here.  It has now been 73 days sober time.  Alot has gone on in that time period but I somehow managed to make it through still sober.  I just got out of the hospital...