Goal update
Today is 65 days sober. Don't get me wrong, I am happy about that but it is a bad day. A very bad day. I have had less than 5 hours sleep and I woke up. Just woke up for no reason. That always makes me angry and starts my day off wrong. I had a rough night last night. I was very manic according to my sponsor but I finally got my brain to shut down enough where I could get at least a little sleep. Things around here are pretty rough financially and it really sucks. Not even sure how i am going to be able to buy my meds in a few days or pay for the visit to the psychiatrist. I know I need them but I guess if I don't have it I won't be able to get them. I guess today is the crash that my sponsor has been warning me about. It is a super down day. My mind is still racing but I don't really care about anything. I just want to go under my covers and stay there all day. I can so I think I will.
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awww,please don\'t hide away,I\'ve done that so many times,thing is I always feel worse the next day.
Be proud of your acievements,I\'m proud of you
oh.. I\'m sorry.. please remember the great strides you are making in taking care of yourself. And, you are..
HUGS to you........
Hey, I could hear the desperation in tour words. Please don\'t give into it and shut down. My best advise is to get to a hospital quickly andd get yourself some help.They can help you and make sure you stay safe.And they could provide meds.Please...do something to help yourself. You have already reached out. i am here if you want to talk. Annie (((HUGS)))