Will I make it
Well today is 86 days sober. Wondering if I will make 90. Having a rough time right now. I am in a very good place but still feel like shit. Doesn't make sense to me. Maybe it is the BP. I don't know. I am happier than I have been in a long time but I am still wanting to use or drink. Guess we will see what is going to happen over the next few days. This first 90 is always so freaking hard for me. It is like I have such a hard time getting over that hump. I know that picking back up is not the answer and that it would solve nothing. In fact, it would only complicate things and set me back. I spoke with an old sponsor today and asked her if she would be my sponsor again locally. Don't get me wrong, I have a wonderful sponsor from another state but it would be great to have someone locally that I could maybe go to meetings with or just meet for coffee and talk sometime. Well long story short....she said no. I understand her reason but I don't have to be happy about it. I guess it just kind of threw me. Let's just see how the next few days go and what happens.
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I hope you can make it to 90days,that would be such an amazing achievment.
wishing you all the best of luck.try to stay strong.
that\'s okay..and your disappointment is temporary, you\'ll get over it my friend. Sorry to hear it but God has something else in plan for you, remember Jeremiah 29:11 -\"For I know the plans for you says the Lord. They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give ou a future and a hope.\"