Eight months and counting

Here we are at 8 months.  Looking back, it has been a very interesting 8 months but in this time I have grown so I suppose it was worth it.  Hard to believe some days that it has been this long but then some days it seems like an eternity.  All in all I guess it just comes down to knowing that there are good days and bad days and each and every day, no matter which, will pass.   Years ago when I first got sober my sponsor used to tell me all the time....This too shall pass.  I hated that saying back then but over time I have learned to really appreciate it because it is so true.  The fact that she said it to me almost daily drilled it into my brain so that now when I am having a bad day and sometimes even a good day that saying comes into my head automatically.  For this I am truly grateful.  The holidays are quickly upon us and I am dreading them because that is always a hard time of year for me.  This year I am on my meds for the bipolar so hopefully it will be better.  So far I have not fealt that start to the downward dive that usually has already overtaken me.  So hopefully this is a precursor to great days to come.  I want to take this opportunity to wish all my friends on here a very happy holiday season and a very Merry Christmas. 

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You have done amazingly well and you should be very proud of yourself.
Hope you have a good christmas,would be nice to catch up with you properly in 2009