Update
Well just updating a goal here. It has now been 73 days sober time. Alot has gone on in that time period but I somehow managed to make it through still sober. I just got out of the hospital again for the bp. I am struggling so much right now with life. I just have to keep my focus on God and try to keep my chin up and not do something really stupid. I am really having a hard time with dealing with this bp. The mood swings are horrible and the anxiety and aggitation are absolutely awful. I guess there is no sense whining about it since it is not going to change. I can only hope maybe one day they will get my meds right and I will feel better.
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I am so glad you\'re out and I know you\'re struggling.. it\'s gotta be so hard having BP, my friend. I am still praying for your healing, your situation with all this.. it is no picnic, I\'m sure.
I pray then for new meds and will not let up on my prayers for you. God is with you, even though it may not feel like it.
A big hug\'n squeeze for you..!