Life Just SUCKS sometimes

Ya know.  I am sick and tired of having this disease.  I am sick of the problems it is causing in my life.  I am sick of people being so damned judgemental and uncaring.  I don't want to have to go back to the hospital but I am afraid that is where I am headed.  Either that or going off the deep end here with my family and I KNOW they don't want or need that.  Anyway....I am just sick and frickin tired.  I am fed up and ready to give up.