cire
Status: been out in the world, life is good, not on much anymore
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Hard to get started today. The end of the month and the beginning are always difficult for me because of the financial worries of a small business. This month not as bad. Incorperating new things and...
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Have an interview tomorrow and I think I may take the job.Having a lot of overwhelming feelings lately but I have no way to vent. Tears do not really happen not for many years. I am willing it just...
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Okay, I know this may sound strange to some but, I have in my life had some shifts in thinking that something in my head just clicked, and I knew there was going to be change. I do not know where it...
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Sunday morning . Just got back from church. Tried a new one and have not been going for a while. I have always been a good Catholic boy out of habit and when the neighborhood church closed 3 years...
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today hurt
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I talked to my Mother a moment yesterday. She told me that my brother told her that she is meddlesome and a producer of calamity.Basically a sh.t stirrer.He said it the second way and was notnice and...
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I do believe change always happens, however I believe big change that last must be facilitated by being open. I mean being open to things that I could not possibly imagine. I do not thinkk that I can...
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I am feeling good. Picked myself up, dusted off and got on with it. I got a lot of work bids finished and sent out today. Work is moving. I have so much fear connected to my financial security. But I...
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Today, Sad and overwhelmed. I have a personal struggle that I do not care t share on here and stumbled today. I got really down and it sucks. Now , I am getting it back together and need to pick...
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Good day so far.Very hot 90,s , went for a run and my 6 miles became 3 :( That is cool. I am a little better than I used to be, I would have done it anyway and not listened to my body...
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Today I fell back into my life at home. Much better. I got a lot of work calls. In one day from what am I going to do for work to how can I do it all. Well I know I will not get it all but Its all...
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I definately feel a change in thought and additude. What I want and what I need to do has become more clear.I do not want to nor do I feel that I am living in someday.I know that there have been a...
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Yes, I am home and a bit fearful to be back.I have work calls to make and I feel a little paralyzed, but like everything else after I take action the fear will probably dissipate. I spent the day...
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Just walked in the door and unloaded my stuff and my dog. Came to DS before I even went to see my bf.I had a quick panic one hour before leaving work. I thought I do not want my life to be as it...
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I am so sick to my stomach and have a headache. It has been going on for days.I do not get sick often and usually talk myself through it.I am sure it is just a bug and will run its course, but I am...
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