cire
Status: been out in the world, life is good, not on much anymore
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You know those times when you are just getting by and the is absolutely no enthusiasm in life but you are making it.Sometimes you are very happy for that. I have been very happy for that, the last 6...
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I am starting to connect again with new friends. I knew it was only a matter of time. I know it takes a while though. I am getting to know the people at my church group and I am also connecting with...
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Lots of new work. A two hour work mtg last night and a mtg this morning also. Whos says theres no work out there. This is my third good day in a row.Yeah!!! I will take it as it comes. I need a few...
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Well today may not have started well but it was okay. I still hurt and feel a little sad but not as alone. I had a few people reach out on here and I connected with a couple people today. A good...
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Got up soaked up some coffee. Got my bike out and rode to church. I spent time with peoplple all day yesterday.I am doing the things I need to do. If the expression on my face seems pained...
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I am afraid that I may not make it out of this depression and if I do I may lose a lot of what I have worked for.I fell so F...ed up sometimes. Today very much so. It really is day by day. I am...
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Better mood tonight. Maybe I will make it after all .At least today huh?So why does God allow suffering? That seems to be the question. When I was aa little kid I told myself that my adult life would...
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I have been having horrible panic attacks and I do not know what to do. I think I am having them because I have finally been feeling things and I think that is good, but it hurts.I also am feeling...
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Extreme emotion, panic attack, more emotion, panic attack, work out, and start over again.Therapist tomorrow. Thank God. I want this BS over.
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Damn, I crashed already.Welcome to one of the craziest rollercoaster rides in the states, It is called Eric's head.
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Had a really good day. I am having a really good day. It was not actual enthusiasm but I was gglad to have that.I am not saying I am not grateful, but someone asked me today "What excites you?" ...
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Hard to get started today. The end of the month and the beginning are always difficult for me because of the financial worries of a small business. This month not as bad. Incorperating new things and...
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Have an interview tomorrow and I think I may take the job.Having a lot of overwhelming feelings lately but I have no way to vent. Tears do not really happen not for many years. I am willing it just...
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Okay, I know this may sound strange to some but, I have in my life had some shifts in thinking that something in my head just clicked, and I knew there was going to be change. I do not know where it...
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Sunday morning . Just got back from church. Tried a new one and have not been going for a while. I have always been a good Catholic boy out of habit and when the neighborhood church closed 3 years...
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