cire
Status: been out in the world, life is good, not on much anymore
Mood:
Ok
Offline
-
I feel better today again.When I look at what I did, telling my group the deepest, darkest of my past, It had me totally messed up for 2 to 3 days , I guess I should have expected that.I am sure that...
-
So hey , how bout we forget the journals of the past few days or just sum it up in one word or less. OUCH!!!! Yup I think that says it...
-
Well, I have spent much time the last 2 days with people. Alone is dificult so I have ome good friends that I have stuck close to. Just called my friends(a couple ) that live in my hood and asked...
-
Had I known it would disturb me so much I would not have broughtall my past out. I do not want to feel it.I have been feeling good again, and I want to continue feeling good. This is not the same as...
-
I am not sure what to do with the stuff that I am feeling. I do not quite understand it. Ever since I have been doing the writing for my group I get these times that I am so distracted about my past...
-
Hung with friends tonight and had a good time. Just got home and am lonely.All is well just get a little lonely. I committed to do a talk next Thurs. at a therapy grp. that I am in. I have...
-
My day was productive. Nothing out of ordinary. I do appreciate those days. I work from home by myself and have to be conscious about eating and getting out of the house. Sometimes at 9 in the...
-
I know this sounds so ungrateful, but... Everything is going so well and I cannot get these thoughts out of my mind, I dont want to trust it because I do not have a lot of trust that what I rebuild,...
-
I had a great day. Slept late and then met new friend from my mens grp to run. We had a really good run and talk. His pace is probably a little quicker but being a little competitive, I could not let...
-
So, I gave up tv about 1 1/2 weeks ago I guess kind of for lent , even though I am not catholic. Jesus I guess fasted for what 40 days , I can give up tv. I planned on giving it up anyhow, not that I...
-
I just got back from my church group and it was a good group. The last few mo. I have felt like myself again, carefree, happy and playful.This is the me that I know, but not the one that I have seen...
-
This is the hardest part of my day. Getting out of bed.I usually drink coffee and veg on tv for a while to avoid thought and to fill my head with distraction. I gave up tv for lent , well and just...
-
Had a hard time getting up to face the day. Maybe late but I think I can turn my thinking around.Have a lot of little tjings to do for work .Everything is good , life can be a little difficult to...
-
I had a hard time getting up today. I had a work situation that I did not want to face. Got up faced it and it all worked out.I am taking evening off. I think I had a date last night. I did not know...
-
I was off work todaay, first real day off for a long time. Woke up at 8 made coffee and fell asleep for 3 more hours without having any coffee yet. I have an area in my life that I havea personaal...
dd