CrimsonTears

 

I go to church but they’ve shut their doorThey say I’m not welcome anymoreI feel the water in my eyeI turn away and start to cry  I should’ve kept it all insideThen I wouldn’t need to hideI...

I’m told to be happy If not then pretendIt’ll get people off our backsAnd out of our business  It’s not my mom that says thisAnd definitely not my dadIt’s the voice inside my head That says...

No one seems to seeI don’t need much to be happyI just need to know you careNow that isn’t too unfair  I want someone to hold me tightUntil my pain is out of sightInside I’m like a little...

He tells me it’s not okayI can’t wait another dayThe pain inside will always stayHe says there is no other way  He tells me no one will really careI’m just a waste of precious airTo some it...

Inside me is a lot of painEnough to drive a girl insaneAll day long I cry and cry And just want so bad to die  I hurt the ones I love the most The real me is just like a ghostShe used to come out...

Some people say they know how I feelOthers say it wasnt realThey think I'm lying about it allTheir attitudes make me feel so small  Why do they say the things they sayI'm tired of this pain...

My head is spinningHeart poundingI can’t hear myself thinkI see your mouth movingBut I don’t hear a thingSharp pains shoot through meI cringe from the painI run to the bathroomI look downBlood is...

I think love is when you care about someone no matter what they do or say to the point that you want them to live the happiest life they can live and you would do anything in your power to protect...

Friday night I felt scared and aloneAnd none of my friends would answer the phoneI tried to fight the urge to cutBut to all reason my mind was shut  I sliced my back, leg, and chestI guess I really...

My feelings aren’t important you seeThey don’t make things better for meEveryone asks if I’m OkayI lie to make it all go away  The real feelings rip me apartThey pound and tear at my...

Family is supposed to love each other, even if they don’t show it. But my family loves everyone except me. They hate me. Well, everyone except my mom, grandparents, and the kids. They hate me...

Outside I live, Inside I dieOutside I laugh, Inside I cryI hide the real me from you allThe walls around me must stay tall  No one can know the me insideIf they knew they would run and hideInside I...

 

Life is like a roseEvery petal has a different nameMemories and feelingsDreams and valuesMy rose however is dyingOne by one the petals fallFamily, hope, strength, and happinessBecoming a mom, and...