pain

Some people say they know how I feelOthers say it wasnt realThey think I'm lying about it allTheir attitudes make me feel so small  Why do they say the things they sayI'm tired of this pain everydayDirty looks from everywhereNone of this seems very fair  Sometimes I think the whole world knowsThe pain inside me always showsI cry aall day deep down insideWanting to run away and hide  But on the outside I must stay strongAnd tell myself it wont be longUntil he pays for what hes doneThen my life will again be fun  I'll laugh out loud just like beforeAnd be able to sleep with an unlocked doorNo longer will i cry insideNo longer will I need to hide