feelings

My feelings aren’t important you seeThey don’t make things better for meEveryone asks if I’m OkayI lie to make it all go away  The real feelings rip me apartThey pound and tear at my heartI’m fine or It’s fine is what I sayBut the truth is it’s not okay  It’s hard to put on this showBut its harder to let people knowJudging is what people do bestI do it along with the rest  It’s no big deal or so I sayI over reacted I’ll be okayBut I’m lying don’t you seeEverything is not alright with me