CrimsonTears

If I died would you noticeI was no longer hereIf you noticed would you careWould you even shed a tear If tonight when I close my eyesIn this world I cease to beWould you go on with your lifeLike you...

Standing on the cliff's edgeWind blowing through my hairI shut my eyes and relaxI see myself letting go  I fall forward off the cliffI soar over the treesI'm not falling, I'm flyingI finally feel...

Cutting is my way to copeWithout it I have no hopeI need to cut to release the painIf not I will go insane People say I want to dieBut that is the biggest lieI cut myself to get reliefFrom all the...

I want to die a sudden deathDon't want to take another breathI'm tired of this painful placeI despise most of the human race They cause each other too much painThere's nothing here for me to...

Never good enoughAlways miss the goalIf life were a roller coasterYou'd be shorter than the pole  Stuck in slow motionOn the kiddy rideMissing all the funFurther down you slide You'll never reach...

 

 

 

 

 

 

i had counseling today she thinks im bipolar and honestly i dont doubt it but i guess well find out soon enough it explains why prozac doesnt work... i have more counseling tommorrow and so far no...

i know im not alone the problem is i know that now but when my medicine doesnt work and its dark outside and memories come back i forget that. and something im learning is when i get like that its...

bout to start day 4 its getting really hard to stay strong starting to wonder why i try