cloud

Inside me is a lot of painEnough to drive a girl insaneAll day long I cry and cry And just want so bad to die  I hurt the ones I love the most The real me is just like a ghostShe used to come out hereUntil my life was filled with fear  She ran away from all the painJust like a cat caught in the rainAll that’s left is this black cloudScreaming inside of me so loud  I wish it would leave meThen how much happier could I beBut the cloud is too strongKilling it would take too long  Piece by piece its killing herThe happy times become a blurAll that’s left is the cloudScreaming down inside so loud  They all tell me just to prayI try and try everyday It does no good for me to prayThe black cloud finds a way to stay  My life is like a living hellThe cloud guards my prison cellI’m trapped in here and can’t get outAnd no one hears me when I shout  There’s nothing left to do but dieIt’s not worth the pain to tryThe cloud is too strong don’t you seeThere is no hope left for me