mikail
Status: Depressed
Mood:
Bad
- I think I came up with where we all live. The planet Earth is purgatory. The more us bi-polar, bipolar depressed, schizo affective disorder. Trusi In GOD. If you are a good soul who LOVE GOD will probably go to heaven when we die. If you are a...
- Life sucks then you die?
- I look forward to Dec. 2012. If shit happens and I get to leave this HELL with my Lord and Personal Savior Jesus Christ. All of my DS pals believe that this is one way to make it to heaven. I Love Jesus Christ with all my heart and soul. If I am...
- I can`t take it anymore. I am betting life to be with God. I am isolated and have not had contact with other human beings. I do not feel love from people or God. To be with God and feel his love I have to die. These are my own opinions so Atheists...
- Right now death seems to be the answer. You have to die to go to heaven, I think if your a good person and die God would forgive you and give you a big hug. you would be free from a cold unforgiving world. I have died twice,maybe 3 times is my lucky...
- I am lonely and have no friends I lay in bed day after day with no improvement in my life. I am totally isolated from life.Maybe this is what God wants me to do. A lot of actors and pop stars may have sold souls to SATAN and use these people to find...
- When I was at Havenwyk hospital I did not fell depressed. No racing thoughts or mania. I was almost normal. When I got home and opened the door the smell of mold and mildew almost made me sick. My brother is a hoarder and a conspiracy freak. He has...
- Havenwyk is the only mental hospital I know who still let their patients smoke. That was a big deal when it comes to getting out of a bad depression because you live in the hoarders trailer from HELL. My living conditions are the major cause of my...
- I just spent an hour typing this post. I will keep this short. Hoarders responded to my e*mail which I should be dead starts. If my brother the paranoid delusional conspiracy freak does not want this gift of cleaning out the trailer. I might just...
- I want to make a list of everything that keeps me depressed. 1. Living enviroment. Living with a hoarder brother who is a conspiracy freak. If you want to see that check out my profile pictures. 2. Michigan uses your drivers licence as leverage to...
- I posted this on facebook read and copied it to post it on DS. My remaining family don`t care about me. They think that by going to church they are going to heaven and I am going to Hell. My brother-in-law makes $150.000 a year and is a deacon in a...
- What does that mean? I did a post on facebook saying I realize that God works through his children. So I decided to tempt the fate of God. If all the family I have does not respond to my post. I say post instead of thread cause thread is kind or...
- After 50 years of dealing with being human I give up! I have to eat piss shit and sleep. When I was four I thought being human sucked. I know that I existed as a energy being before I was born. My soul is older than the earth. It took being pshizo...
- I typed a half of a page before I did what I did. I filled out a form Hoaders to see if they could help. After 12 beers I blacked out. The next day my room was trashed. I drank 17beers 14 Xanax ,20 sareaquil and 20 elavil. Some health freaks that...
- I have been through depression and suffer bi-polar depression. I give up. For me this is hell. All i hope for is to die and hope God in heaven has a way to serve God in heaven. On earth I do not know how to serve God when I isolate and spend all my...