mikail

 I`m so sick uf waking up anf seeing a world of violence. I can`t kill myself in a violent way/ No guns. no knifes. no razeors, and no hangingd. I could mix beer with say 10 seraquil.10 xanax and 10...

  Got at&t uverse today. Went to the doctor to have my pt/inr checked thats the clotting factor of your blood. It is supposrd to be between 2 and 3. If that number is above 4 you could severly bleed...

   I fell asleep about 4:00 am Sunday and woke up 4:30 p.m. tuesday. My dreams were better than reality. Depression sucks. Laborday was just anotherday of unconscience sleep.

 God I love you with all my heart and all my soul. God please help me. I don`t know how long I can hold on. I need to be loved.

 I`m so sick uf waking up anf seeing a world of violence. I can`t kill myself in a violent way/ No guns. no knifes. no razeors, and no hangingd. I could mix beer with say 10 seraquil.10 xanax and 10...

  Got at&t uverse today. Went to the doctor to have my pt/inr checked thats the clotting factor of your blood. It is supposrd to be between 2 and 3. If that number is above 4 you could severly bleed...

   I fell asleep about 4:00 am Sunday and woke up 4:30 p.m. tuesday. My dreams were better than reality. Depression sucks. Laborday was just anotherday of unconscience sleep.

 God I love you with all my heart and all my soul. God please help me. I don`t know how long I can hold on. I need to be loved.

  I`m just laing in bed til I`m dead. It sure takes along time. Ive been doing it for 18 years. I have tried 20 seaquil.20 klonapin and 15 beers. I just passed out and wole up 2 days later,

 life sucks than you die

 This depressive phase has got me down. I want to ascend to my true self. In order to do that I  have to shed the flesh. To shed the flesh I have to die. I can`t kill myself because that is not...

 Depression is a bitch. It`s saturday and I`m isolated with my bud weiser. He`s been a friend for a long time. Bud has never let me down but I have let him down because of his influence on me is not...

 Today was a pretty good day. I got up before noon. Went to my therapist to set up after care. My new friend Barb took me to a DBSA meeting. Today gives me hope. I`ve felt hopeless for a while. I...

 I`m a little less depressed finding a freind on the website to take me to bi-polar meetings.