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After 50 years of dealing with being human I give up! I have to eat piss shit and sleep. When I was four I thought being human sucked. I know that I existed as a energy being before I was born. My soul is older than the earth. It took being pshizo affective disorder in 2007 when God showed me how I was created and how I helped God create the earth. I have been on this God foresaken planet over a 1000 times. I have not seen this much sin since Sodom and Gommarah.
HUGS
Your thoughts are clearly out of control and the best option for you is to see your doctor, and soon.
If you have been through all this could you describe to me what Sodom and Gormorah are and what they looked like please? If you saw it you will get the description right. I actually know what they were like through evidence produced by archeological diggings so I do await your confirmation please.
If you and God created this Earth how can it be God forsaken? He created it you say, meaning NOT God forsaken.
Challenge those thoughts as they are nit true Mikail.
Sure you mentioned a problem in 2007. Doesn't explain your post above though as that is current.
Having had similar delusions once or twice myself I thought a reality check would be better than trying to pander to your thoughts. I wouldn't want anyone to do that to me if I was back there again and who knows? It could happen.
I once had a moment or two when I though I was the big guy, on a manic high, first time so it was exotic and brilliant. Even so I realised within seconds that the answers to my questions were coming from me. From sub conscious to conscious brains. Can't explain it to anyone who hasn't felt manic but I'm sure you follow, or at least see what I'm saying.
Right now you say you are wanting to get into hospital but smoking is your main priority? Iif you need help, go wherever you can and smoke when you get out.
By the way I too was a smoker, for 35 years. Gave up 3.5 years ago and haven't missed it a bit. I was scared to ever do it but once I decided? It was easy. But you have to want to. Just find any hospital that can help mate.