Depression Support Group

Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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mikail 07/13/2010

I posted this on facebook read and copied it to post it on DS. My remaining family don`t care about me. They think that by going to church they are going to heaven and I am going to Hell. My brother-in-law makes $150.000 a year and is a deacon in a baptist church. Here my post that I deleted from facebook where nobody cares about me . It sucks to live in a world where nobody loves or cares about you. If I died my parents,uncles,aunts and cousins plus Jesus and God would love me. For me mortality is Hell and the only way out is death. If God forgives me for all my sins and accepts me into his kingdom why would I want to continue living in Hell?????

deleted_user 07/13/2010

God gave us the gift of life. And you think throwing it back in his face is okay? Your here to help others not whine about your family. Even if all you can do is pray. That is more importat than you know

mikail 07/13/2010

If you read my I should be dead post God obviously did not let my die.27 beers,14 xanax,20 seraquil and 20 elavil. Yes if I can find somebody who could physically help me I could help others suffering from severe depression.I need professional help. The only way I know is to take an overdose of beers and pills. I can try calling the hospital that still lets patients smoke in Michigan. The problem with major depression is the the gift of life is so painful that it seems like you are living in Hell.

deleted_user 07/14/2010

Are you ever NOT in crisis....?~!

you need some skills for refocusing.....or something to look forward to....creativity or hobbies...something.

idk you actual age, but you seem to be in crisis A LOT. Have you done inpatient treatment?

I hope you can find some smiles. There is a lot of beauty around, if you care to look and see it. Let me know if you need help. I have a lot of ideas....

peace~

deleted_user 07/15/2010

I have attempted suicide. I can say, I also decided to save myself and went for help. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.

What medications are you on? Are you taking your medication? God will not help you take your medication. You must do that yourself. God gives you the power to choose. It is up to you to make a choice and do the work. Many people suffering bi-polar disorder lead good lives, become parents, grandparents, work at a job. This can only happen if you choose it. Do you want to live a happy life?

My family made me feel bad about myself. i chose to cut them out of my life. I have never been happier. I built the life I wanted. It was very hard work. I cried many tears. My heart felt like it had been ripped out of me, stepped on and I was left there to die. I chose to get up and build a new life. I kept the pieces I liked and cut out the hurtful parts.

You can do this too. God will give you the strength but you must do the work, you must make the decision, you must choose

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