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Feeling great so far today!! I'm not feeling "bingey" today (yet...) my goals for today are almost all met. I wanted to workout, eat

sad to look at my last journal entry, read the 4 goals I had set for myself, and admit it here that I didn't complete a single one. I'm just gonna be brief cuz I gotta take my puppy out to pee, but...

Binge. Such an ugly word. An even uglier act. I wish I could understand, pin point the trigger. I binged today. I went to take Donald to pick up his newly adopted dog from the shelter and as a...

I went yesterday A.M. with my "cousin-in-law" to go visit one of my ma-in-law's patients. (she is a home health nurse) It was his bday, and she asked us to take him to the humane society because he...

          I got my gym membership today!!!!!!!!! YAY! I must say I was very pleased with myself. I was going to only do 5 min on the eliptical to warm up (and only 5 min because is used to...

          Today I found out that there is a good job opportunity available and hopefully things will work out for it :) I would be like a sitter, but for only one client. He is *very* low...

After doing some thinking and gaining 6lbs, I've jumped back on the wagon and I'm ready to go again. I'm still working hard at accepting that I will never be 'normal' when it comes to food *shrug* I...

I don't know why, but lately I've been sabotaging myself CONSTANTLY. I've been rollercoasting for months between doing fabulous, working out daily and eating perfectly. Then I just crash off and fall...

So far so good today Its only noon and I've already done 30 mins on the bike and walked for 30 mins. Yay. I feel very good about myself because I've been doing my INO thing going on 9 days, and out...

I'm going on a cruise in December!!!! WOOOOOOO I'm *SO* excited!!!!! I LOVE LOVE LOVE cruises (been on 3) and I haven't been on one in 5 years! I'm GOING to look HOT this time. On my 1st cruise I was...

Today was kind of a high cal day. I was feeling very binge-y today, but managed to hold back *fairly* well.... I've been feeling very emotional these past couple of days and I don't really know what...

What is the point of having a partner that doesn't do their share of the work? I thought maybe yesterday was just a particularly emotional day for me, but apparently those emotions even leaked over...

Don't really feel like typing much as I've had a very emotional day and just want to do my log. Maybe tomorrow I'll elaborate....  Food: 2 eggs (150)1 TBL ground flax seeds (45)1 light n fit carb...

Yesterday I went CRAZY with the working out! Much needed cardio I guess you could say. I already drank my preworkout shake, so I figured I'd come journal while waiting for it to kick in. I weighed in...

I cannot believe it is already March! Didn't this year just start? Man, I just can't believe it. I go to talk to my parents this evening about helping me pay for this training class... *crosses...