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After doing some thinking and gaining 6lbs, I've jumped back on the wagon and I'm ready to go again. I'm still working hard at accepting that I will never be 'normal' when it comes to food *shrug* I...

I don't know why, but lately I've been sabotaging myself CONSTANTLY. I've been rollercoasting for months between doing fabulous, working out daily and eating perfectly. Then I just crash off and fall...

So far so good today Its only noon and I've already done 30 mins on the bike and walked for 30 mins. Yay. I feel very good about myself because I've been doing my INO thing going on 9 days, and out...

I'm going on a cruise in December!!!! WOOOOOOO I'm *SO* excited!!!!! I LOVE LOVE LOVE cruises (been on 3) and I haven't been on one in 5 years! I'm GOING to look HOT this time. On my 1st cruise I was...

Today was kind of a high cal day. I was feeling very binge-y today, but managed to hold back *fairly* well.... I've been feeling very emotional these past couple of days and I don't really know what...

What is the point of having a partner that doesn't do their share of the work? I thought maybe yesterday was just a particularly emotional day for me, but apparently those emotions even leaked over...

Don't really feel like typing much as I've had a very emotional day and just want to do my log. Maybe tomorrow I'll elaborate....  Food: 2 eggs (150)1 TBL ground flax seeds (45)1 light n fit carb...

Yesterday I went CRAZY with the working out! Much needed cardio I guess you could say. I already drank my preworkout shake, so I figured I'd come journal while waiting for it to kick in. I weighed in...

I cannot believe it is already March! Didn't this year just start? Man, I just can't believe it. I go to talk to my parents this evening about helping me pay for this training class... *crosses...

So far so good! Mike and I took the dogs for a walk this AM (1 mile+) then came home to do about 10 mins yoga burn (yeah, only 10 mins... ) and I did REAL pushups (I can almost lift my whole body at...

I know lately I have been writing journal entries "I am going to do ____, and I am going to do ___" and then I never do it. I noticed that I have fallen back into wishing I was losing weight instead...

Yesterday I completed my goals of1) eating no more than 1600 (had 1592)2) taking supplements I didn't have a workout goal because of my back still hurting I did, however, spend sometime at Mike's...

I woke up today thinking:             "Today, I'm back on track. I am committed to losing the last 5 I have to lose!" I decided that every morning I was going to come on here and write my...

1705 cal yesterday  today 1125 so far... going to have a snack, not sure what yet though...   

Yesterday's calories were 1730  Today I did my butt kicking Biggest Loser workout DVD I got for X-mas. :) I'm starting to get stressed out because I have no idea when unemployment is going to kick...