mysteryman73

     Had a very good Friday and Saturday, Friday me and the kids went to see a local baseball team AA team.  The kids had never seen a live baseball game they loved it the played more than...

Its hard to belive that it will be four years since my son David passed away I miss him I wonder everyday what he would have grown up to be,  I feel resentment to God how could a loving God let so...

I have the hardest time relaxing and letting people in it seems like I push everybody away,  I am so afraid of being hurt that I don't let anybody in I only feel close to my kids and they are my...

So I went to my mothers yesterday, I am so mad. She starts saying my daughter is getting fat why in the hell do you tell a eight year old this. I hate this woman I think she gets off on putting me...

There is something that I have felt guilty about, when my son passed away a couple years I never broke down I was almost too strong I didn't show emotion. Now I love my son but to this day I don't...

I am getting really lonely I want to be in a relationship but I don't trust my judgement anymore,  I all ways pick the wrong woman and end of getting burned.  I have had a couple chances to go out...

So I screwed up I went out friday night I had a couple beers not to many i thought I was fine but I went thur a road stop and got a DUI. What sucks is that I blew a .08 so now I got to get my stuff...

I have been thinking a lot lately single so I have a lot of free time lol, but anyway I think I have and a lot of people run in relationship when they are unhappy thinking that all of sudden when...

I came to realize that I am attracted to the same kind of woman that is unhealthy all of the woman are controlling, manipulative, looking for somebody to rescue them from there own problems and never...

Well today is my birthday and only one of my freinds has told me happy brithday.  Not my mom or my dad has called to tell me happy brithday and my mom and dad wonder why I don't see them that much...

I am doing pretty good I went out last night danced a little and sang some Karaoke.  I did a pretty good job trying to open up I meet some new people and talk and had a good time.  It was much...

I am depressed I feel so alone all of my freinds are all ways to busy I try to meet new people and I get blown off whats wrong with me.  I can feel it coming my kids go back sunday to there moms I...

I have been seeing a married woman since oct at first it wasn't serious it was just about fun and everything was going good.  Now that I have feelings for her she just wanted to be freinds even thou...

I have this very strong fear of rejection I cling to anybody that will show me attention. So I go in this cycle, I meet somebody that likes me I don't really like them but, I go out with them because...

A freind of mine had her baby,  she had the baby at 26 weeks and it is on a vent like my son David was,  I want to be a good freind and go see her but he is the same weight my son was and at the...