mysteryman73

Well my grandfather's funeal is tommorrow I hate going to them but have to,  just reminds of my son's.  It brings up bad memorys I will just try to remember the good times with him.

I just found out from my dad that my grandfather is going to die this week.  I don't know how to handle it he was as much of a father to me as my dad was problem more.  I don't like to see him now...

Im doing better after my rant lol,   I come to relize if you can't take care of yourself just becasue you have a pretty face I don't want you.  Im just going to worry about myslef and my kids.

I am so tired of the women I date and was married to for five year's. They are like leeches they can't take care of them selves have nothing to offer to me but there looks and just feed on my like a...

There are three types of men in the world. One type learns from books. One type learns from observations. And one type just has to urinate on the electric fence himself.

Read something that made a lot of sence just wanted to write it down.  The very act of avoiding our negative emotions gives them the power to control our lives.

Im doing alot better I haven't been worrying about really anything

The day got better all I did is work and im about to leave go home

Im a little depressed I feel like there is nobody that cares about me no one pay attention to me anywere I feel like im invisable and if im wasn't here it wouldn't matter.

I have relized that I have spent my whole trying to please other people trying to fit in worry if people love me,  I have finaly gotten to the point I don't care im only trying to make my self happy...

Well I join this website I do not writing stuff were people can read  but I will nothing special today just took my son to the feeding clince.  He lost weight  but it should be find we ran out of...

To meet my goal I need to forgot about what im not and only concert on things I can control.

I have done a good job of taking care of my kids but I haven't done a job of taking care of myself.  I want to meet somebody but I stay home and don't go were, its kind of hard to meet somebody when...