mysteryman73

I think my mother gets off on being a bitch and putting me down, I try to have a more positive outlook on life and she has to say I'm fat, say Alex hair makes him look quire, and I has to berate me...

I have been thur alot and I think it has made me a better person better dad becasue I relized now that being a father is more than putting food on the table and a roof over there head.  I'm more...

Well I thought I had something going but of all things she isn't over her ex husband, this is very funny because I was with somebody not naming names and I rushed into something I wasn’t ready for...

Doing pretty good went out every day this week so I haven't been home alone that much which is a good thing, it seems like I only get depressed when I'm by myself. Been talking to this woman her name...

Life is pretty good these days I'm allot more positive with my life not on any med and more out going but not were I want to be and, finally I don't give a crap about one person anymore. Not mad at...

Why doe's my exwife do this to me she  dosn't want me and I have finaly am good with that ,  but as soon as I find somebody she start to get jeosuy,  she dosn't want and she dosn't want me to be...

I meet somebody we went out a couple time so far I like her and she isn't anything like my exwife which is a big plus lol.  I try to stay busy  because  when I'm home alone I get depressed but I'm...

I'm doing alot better I finaly think I have let out alot of pent up feelings that I was trying to hold in and it was eating me up in side making me depressed one sec and the next a complete but hole...

I think I have held it for so long I miss my son,  I try to act like he is a better place but I'm selfish I want to see him play baseball I want to see him go to kindergarden.  I want to see him...

Well today was pretty good I woke up got the kids ready and went to work.  I'm trying to change the way I think be more postive and it isn't easy changing the way you think when your 34 almost 35. ...

Well my goal is to be more postive need to get out meet new people in a postive setting.

I feel so alone the freind that I grew up with are too busy these days and I have a hard time meeting new freinds.  My dad or anybody on my dads side of the family couldn't give a shit what happens...

Im have been depressed everytime I think I have found somebody it dosn't work out.  Is it me am I just worthless I try to be postive but I always feel like she isn't going to like me.

Today was very busy the babysister couldn't watch Destiny and Alex and on the way back home I got pulled over for speeding and my lic was suspened so i thought I was in big trouble but the police...