mysteryman73

I realized that I am not ready for a healthy relationship. So I am going to focus on myself, being a happy positive person. I think I have wanted someone because, I thought if you didn't have...

I am dealing with feelings that I am worthless, and will be alone the rest of my life. I don't know why Diane has gotten to me so much, but she has and I don't blame her for walking away.  But I...

So I have signed up for a personal trainer.  My goal is to lose 40 pounds, I want to get to a lean 200. So I'm not going to worry about dating or being with anyone. I am going to just focus on my...

I feel guilty that I don't feel any love for my mother, but how could I when someone was never there, and cared more about partying then being a mom. My mother is someone that wants you to love them...

I am feeling lonely right now, my kids are at their moms, so I sit in my place by myself.  I have never been someone that goes out and talks to new people, and my old friends are married,  or busy...

For six weeks, she kept up sending me messages, after I told her it was done.  She wanted me to meet her so she can have closer.  I told her I was done, why should I have to see he again,  Then...

I have done a good job of taking care of my kids but I haven't done a job of taking care of myself.  I want to meet somebody but I stay home and don't go were, its kind of hard to meet somebody when...

     Had a very good Friday and Saturday, Friday me and the kids went to see a local baseball team AA team.  The kids had never seen a live baseball game they loved it the played more than...

Its hard to belive that it will be four years since my son David passed away I miss him I wonder everyday what he would have grown up to be,  I feel resentment to God how could a loving God let so...

I have the hardest time relaxing and letting people in it seems like I push everybody away,  I am so afraid of being hurt that I don't let anybody in I only feel close to my kids and they are my...

So I went to my mothers yesterday, I am so mad. She starts saying my daughter is getting fat why in the hell do you tell a eight year old this. I hate this woman I think she gets off on putting me...

There is something that I have felt guilty about, when my son passed away a couple years I never broke down I was almost too strong I didn't show emotion. Now I love my son but to this day I don't...

I am getting really lonely I want to be in a relationship but I don't trust my judgement anymore,  I all ways pick the wrong woman and end of getting burned.  I have had a couple chances to go out...

So I screwed up I went out friday night I had a couple beers not to many i thought I was fine but I went thur a road stop and got a DUI. What sucks is that I blew a .08 so now I got to get my stuff...

I have been thinking a lot lately single so I have a lot of free time lol, but anyway I think I have and a lot of people run in relationship when they are unhappy thinking that all of sudden when...