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Status: Winter blues......ugh
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- thing and does another. I'm trying my best to keep it together right now.....my stepmother last year told me that from my father's death(asbestos cancer) there were monies coming in from lawsuits and that my sister and I would get "increments" each...
- I'm concerned because my feet keep swelling and I need to bring that up to the doc, could be blood pressure too though. sigh Me and my cousin are going to start walking every night when she gets out of work, the plan was just set! It's kind of...
- and some days can feel so out of sync it's totally unbelievable to me, the difference in a day....an hour even in a few minutes. I don't like this one bit but I have no choice than to bite the damn bullet once again. Damn why does it have to be...
- For the first time today. My mom had a baby boy 47 years ago and had to place him up for adoption. My sister had placed some info on an adoption registry site and well, we all found each other and today's the big meet.I'm really not feeling much of...
- But I don't know what it is!! I'm feeling very anxious about many things this morning and I'm struggling to work through them. I feel this urgency that I should be doing something, but don't have a clue as to what. I keep telling myself to relax,...
- I've been on SSDI for over 6 years now, I used to work as a very successful nurse and mother. I'm feeling badly because I don't see much of a future for myself....and for my now 16yo son either. In my world parents help out their kids, help them...
- I've lived most of my life in a hypomanic or high state, it's what I am used to, I functioned quite well for many, many years that way. I was productive, whatever I set my mind up to do I did it......but the let downs I didn't take too kindly too,...
- Pdoc appt I had the other day went real well. Happy she didn't recommend another AP because I get the nasty side effects from them, the more rare ones anyway. She did write a script for Lamictal and I just took the first one today......against my...
- all my friends that are not getting hugs......EVERY time I post I have to resign-in to DS.......pain in arse! But I know they are working on things.....again.So ((((BIG HUGS)))) to all my friends for today and hope that you are find something to...
- I'm just feeling so very sad right now.....Every since my wicked stepmom got my hopes up about going to the beach this year and then those plans were shot down I've been going down, down, down. sigh I really had my hopes up high, I hear about...
- It totally amazes me at how fast my energy level can shift.....I go from this energetic, get it all done person to feeling like a slug! It's like the bottom just drops out from beneath me. ugh! I was wondering if this happens to you too?? All the...
- be down when I could use the most help....sigh I'm not doing well at all.....struggling and battling the miserable existence this damn illness can put us through. Back on the Abilify I go.......And where the hell are all my friends when I need...
- My wicked stepmother had invited me, Will and my son up to her beach house on Long Beach Island about a week ago. We got our hopes up because we don't vacation every year, well never, due to finances, Little by little things were happening, like...
- How many of you have them and how in the world do you deal with them???!!!I have a 15yo that has to go to summer school, he back talks like no tomorrow.....already started therapy last week. Sheesh why didn't my mother warn me!!!!He will be...
- My 15yo son just got done telling me some not so good things that a very abusive ex-live in boyfriend of mine did to him and I am about to freaking lose it here. I don't know what to say to him, I don't know what to do....it's triggering me and...