I can no longer support my family financially and the problems I have to deal with at work are horrific and never ending. My wife and my mother hate each other, so there’s always major family tension. I love my son more than anything or anyone I’ve ever known, but I don’t think he benefits much from a father with mental illness. I’ve heard people say in the past that there’s always a way out. Well I’ve thought through all the ways out, and they’re no better than where I am now. I’m scared to die, but I’m thinking about it more frequently. Maybe it’s the perfect rest and peace that my mind and body needs. I’ve been tired for a very long time.
Lately I have been feeling really great. I feel guilty that I am feeling so good because I come here and see how some of you guys are struggling. But I believe that coming here and being able to talk to everyone is what has helped me so much. I hope that by coming here and writing to people that I may be able to give them some peace of mind as well.
Hello all:A long-time member here, but I haven't been on in quite a while. I'm looking for a little feedback/advice on my current situation:For well over a decade, I have been on a combination of Wellbutrin (bupropion) and Celexa (citalopram), which has more or less been working, depending on how you define "work". Late November my PCP has taken me off the Celexa, in order for me to take...