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Tired of this world

Restful
Restful

My job is extremely stressful and more scary every day. My financial situation is deplorable. I feel like there's nothing more to really look forward to in my life. I have done most of the things that are major life changing events already. I feel like I am just grinding it out until I die. I took a benzo for my anxiety today and it didn't touch it. I feel as if I can't breath and I'm uncomfortable everywhere I go. I'm considering government disability but I've heard it can take forever to get approved for it. I've had it with just about everything. Done. Over it. Spent. 

GreenEyes727
GreenEyes727
Are you in the States? I am on Social Security Disability Insurance. I used an attorney. He put everything together but I had to go to the SS office to apply. I think they might be doing it online now. Anyway, I applied in April and was approved for July, 2019. After 2 years, you go on Medicare. It is expensive and there are co-pays. I understand for 2022, you can work and make up to $1,350 a month. Good luck if you go for it.
orangecrab
orangecrab
I feel this way a lot, too. The world is not a kind place and it seems to be getting worse. I considered going on disability for my anxiety and depression as well, but my medication seems to have alleviated the worst of the panic attacks, so I'm starting work this week. I encourage you to go for it and use an attorney, as GreenEyes said. Sending hugs!
Bobby5000
Bobby5000
Wait, you're only 42, there's countries you haven't visited, things you haven't done, and people you haven't met. Regarding the job, put aside the possibility of getting fired, worst case scenarios and just spend time doing it as best you can. You've already said if something bad happens, you wouldn't mind, so stop worrying, make a list of things you'd like to do and try to enjoy life without as much worry. Maybe it sounds overly optimistic but without the worry consider what you could do.
Restful
Restful
Thank you all for your insight and kindness.
stlake
stlake
Restful, It sounds like you have a lot of anxiety, stress and burnout in your life. Maybe you could talk to your counselor about simplifying your life to get some breathing room. Once the pressure lowers, you might be able to find a bit of joy back in your life. Don't mean to be too pollyanna, but I'm going thru something similar right now.
Restful
Restful
stlake I think you’re right. I’m really feeling like giving up on everything.
maria718
maria718
I tried to get Disability numerous times in the past, and always got denied. UNTIL I finally got fed up and got a lawyer. Bingo. They approved it right away when I got an attorney. Do not hesitate, find a lawyer and you will get it. A lot of financial stress will be relieved by then and you can take care of yourself better.
Restful
Restful
I consulted with an attorney today and she said just to apply I would have to be down to 20 hours or below at work, making only $1000 per month. My job will not allow me to go down to this many hours, yet I can’t continue to cope with the daily stress. I feel like there is no way out.
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