MarkFarks

I have blocked her from facebook and skype.I really miss her again, I feel like she has gone forever now, now that I have blocked her there is no her to see in front of my screen any more. I really...

I'm feeling so so so weak right now. All i want to do is talk to her, but I know that I also want to know if she misses talking to me too. I feel like i'm tearing out my skin because i'm so crazy...

I saw her log online for the first time in a while. It sort of made me cringe a little. It's pretty horrible when love goes in only one direction and to see that it's not reciprocated.Trying to move...

I have been feeling quite lonely today. It has been exactly 1 week now, and I have not heard anything from her. Of course it's probably quite normal, but our breakup was not a bad one, it just wasn't...

Yeah, day 5 and i feel a bit worse. It's to be expected though, the denial phase starts to disappear right now, you don't hear from her at all and you are starting to believe that she is totally...

So, it's day 2 of the breakup.I can't lie, i feel kind of crap today. I don't like handling loss again and this feeling may be much less than the last time i went through this, but it's bringing back...

So we had "the talk". I fucking hate the talk. It's this amazing opportunity to hear over again why the other person doesn't want you, then to listen to the lies about how they still care and want to...

Yay, the journal here is back. Which means that things are not going so great.Sigh; my (relatively) new girlfriend has told me that we won't work out. Ok, so? Big deal..yeah, well I told this girl at...

I feel like I can't take this anymore, she broke up with me 2 months ago now and I don't want this to be real. I haven't tried to make any contact in a month and I was certain she would miss me or...

I had this dream last night;I was running down corridors, masses and masses of them. I was looking for my door but I couldn't find it. I was looking for the one with our names on it. I started to...

ok, so it has only been 10 days since i last broke no contact, and it feels like forever. The reality is that despite my attempts to have made contact in the past, I have not spoken to her in...

last night i went to Southampton and saw lanterns on a lake and frightened rabbit live in concert. While i was listening to the music i felt so much joy and just lost myself there. For a moment i was...

I feel really lonely and unloved right now. I miss my ex as a friend as well as a lover. Now she is neither. I don't really understand how she doesn't miss me at all. I am probably the only person...

So, I have a lot of friends, or acquaintances that see my ex around from time to time. Up until now she has been keeping her new relationship a secret. Even telling people that we were fine when...

Today my psychiatrist friend wrote this to me: "you're a drama queen Mark, but that's also one of your great qualities. You are sensitive and thoughtful you're a thinker and a philosopher  and...