Been a while

Yay, the journal here is back. Which means that things are not going so great.
Sigh; my (relatively) new girlfriend has told me that we won't work out. Ok, so? Big deal..
yeah, well I told this girl at the start that I have come out of a long relationship and that I wasn't sure. She convinced me to give it a go after a while. Eventually I did and we fell in love. Now apparently not so much. I don't know, maybe I just want relationships to work. I can't blame her and call her an asshole and say she cheated on me or claim to have been together for years and had kids and stuff. But i just came out of a really big one. This one offered so much promise and so much happiness initially, it's sort of ripped out of my hands now.
Maybe i needed this relationship? Maybe it helped me be stronger? I don't know, but i still genuinely loved the girl and i still didn't want it to end. We are gonna talk tomorrow. I suppose it will just be to confirm how she feels. Maybe give me a chance to say my piece before we go our separate ways.