still feeling bad
I feel like I can't take this anymore, she broke up with me 2 months ago now and I don't want this to be real. I haven't tried to make any contact in a month and I was certain she would miss me or feel something, but no, she has made no attempt at all in those 2 months. I can't seem to move on, I just want her back...
I have made lots of new friends now and I don't feel so lonely any more, but its not helping to ease the pain. Maybe thats why she made sure she had someone else? So it wouldn't be so painful? I don't know and I don't understand it. Maybe i should find someone too? But i don't think its the answer, or if I really could find anyone.
I don't know if I can't be without someone or if I just can't be without her?
How am I supposed to move on when I haven't moved on?
I just need some help now, some advice or encouraging words, I feel like I have lost a part of me and that is such a terrible feeling.
I have made lots of new friends now and I don't feel so lonely any more, but its not helping to ease the pain. Maybe thats why she made sure she had someone else? So it wouldn't be so painful? I don't know and I don't understand it. Maybe i should find someone too? But i don't think its the answer, or if I really could find anyone.
I don't know if I can't be without someone or if I just can't be without her?
How am I supposed to move on when I haven't moved on?
I just need some help now, some advice or encouraging words, I feel like I have lost a part of me and that is such a terrible feeling.
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Oh Mark, I so much feel your pain and understand the difficulties with moving on. You have been strong in not maintaining the contact. I\'m very proud of you. It seemed she has moved on my friend. You need to move on also, tough as it may. Please do not ask me how. If I knew, I\'d sell it! Hugs to you my friend. I hope you feel better by tomorrow.
Thanks Tessa!
I don\'t really know what i would even say if i did speak to her, most likely i would make an ass of myself trying to get her back...
You\'re going exactly through the same thing as i am. Let\'s keep going! Let\'s live! If we emanate good feelings and good thoughts for the world, it\'s most likely our girls will come back. I know it\'s difficult, but we cannot stay in suffer for ever.