The talk

So we had "the talk". I fucking hate the talk. It's this amazing opportunity to hear over again why the other person doesn't want you, then to listen to the lies about how they still care and want to be friends. It's unbelievable really.
I'm already upset, she won't change her mind because i know her and experience tells me so. I lost a diamond with this one, i know i have. But diamonds are great and everything but what is better is someone who loves me. For now though, I am through with love. Recently it has done me no favours.
I'm not sure what to do in the meantime then. Maybe write a song?
No more thoughts inside this head now.