day 2
So, it's day 2 of the breakup.
I can't lie, i feel kind of crap today. I don't like handling loss again and this feeling may be much less than the last time i went through this, but it's bringing back memories of a deeper hurt. She told me that sometimes it is worth the risk of happiness. So we tried. I regret that decision now, i realize that i don't very much like that feeling of loss and bewilderment after a breakup.
I know i will be ok again, i just wonder why i have to be back here again hurting for more months and coming to terms with the loss of a new confidante and maybe wonder why i let someone in again only for them to not like what they saw or something.
Sigh. This time i need to use DS since my friends are gonna hate me soon.
I can't lie, i feel kind of crap today. I don't like handling loss again and this feeling may be much less than the last time i went through this, but it's bringing back memories of a deeper hurt. She told me that sometimes it is worth the risk of happiness. So we tried. I regret that decision now, i realize that i don't very much like that feeling of loss and bewilderment after a breakup.
I know i will be ok again, i just wonder why i have to be back here again hurting for more months and coming to terms with the loss of a new confidante and maybe wonder why i let someone in again only for them to not like what they saw or something.
Sigh. This time i need to use DS since my friends are gonna hate me soon.
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