RockNMetalChic
Status: Being left behind by life, dying more inside everyday
Mood:
Horrible
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i am still very sad ... and letting go has never been easy for me.... i don't handle change very well and i am just starting to wonder- what exactly is wrong with me? i mean in general- i still...
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Life Brought me to You In your Time of NeedNot Planning to get Attached Cupid Really hit meThat arrow got me Right in the HeartIt feels so wrong , so sad - that we must now partBut ur heart is...
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Today is just so blah for me- i have to clean the house ..... so that should be fun... i'm listening to project playlist and all my songs... i am missing my Matty so bad right now ! he is sick today...
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I'VE BEEN DOING A LOT OF SOUL SEARCHING LATELY- AND I'VE FINALLY FIGURED OUT WHAT I WANT TO DO WITH MY LIFE.. I'M NEVER GOING TO BE HAPPY IN TENN.... AND I WANT TO TAKE SOME CLASSES FOR EARLY...
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finally got a job and off to a great start things are happening that i never thought would and i'll tell u all about it as soon as i get internet again - take care my ds friends and family and til...
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SO THIS YEAR HAS REALLY SUCKED FOR ME: JAN 14TH WILL FOREVER BE IN MY MIND AND HEART, THE DAY I LOST "MY MATTY" , I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER THE GOOD TIMES AND BAD, LAUGHTER AND TEARS , AND HOW HE ALWAYS...
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WANTED TO SHARE WITH EVERYONE WHO KNOWS AND HAS FOLLOWED ME THROUGH MY JOURNEY OF DEPRESSION AND DISCOVERY ON THIS SITE...... I RECENTLY LOST MATT AKA MATT THE MAGGOT , AS HE WAS KNOWN ON THIS SITE...
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my life has always been crazy and unpredictiable to say the least- its been a long time since i wrote a journal entry and i figure nobody is gonna read it anyways since i'm one of the many laughing...
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UPDATED SOME GOALS I'M GETTING THERE PEOPLE ! ONE DAY AT A TIME
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They say "Home" is where ur heart is....... if so mine has found a permanent place to dwell in St.Louis Missouri, so i have decided to go for interviews for both jobs i was offered by Home Depot and...
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I HAVE SO MUCH GOING ON IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW, EMOTIONALLY SPEAKING, MY LITTLE PEA SIZED BRAIN IS HAVING A HARD TIME PROCESSING IT ALL... I HAVE THIS GUY, WHO TO HIS CREDIT , REALLY REALLY LOVES ME,...
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AHHHHHHHHHH ! PEOPLE PISS ME OFF LATELY ! NOT ALL PEOPLE BUT CERTAIN ONES I GUESS.... THEY ARE ALWAYS WANTING TO TELL ME- WHERE I SHOULD MOVE OR WHAT I SHOULD DO WITH MY LIFE- HELLO- MY...
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have u ever felt that u are drowning in ur own spit? like u are spiraling out of control cause u have no control over u or ur life ? thats exactly how i feel right now ! i am trapped, i am living...
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I REALLY HATE BEING HERE RIGHT NOW- BY HERE I MEAN IN TENNESSEE! WHENEVER I COME BACK TO THIS PLACE I ALWAYS WANT TO ESCAPE AND RUN AWAY ! I CAN'T STAND NOT HAVING A JOB, I'M SITTING IN THIS HOUSE...
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hating myself today-though not really sure why- just everything in my life feels so lopsided and screwed up ! nothing i do ever seems to come out right and hard as i try still seems i am always...
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