RockNMetalChic
Status: Being left behind by life, dying more inside everyday
Mood:
Horrible
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so I finally let go ,after months of struggling with feelings of sadness,emptiness ,anger,regret ,I just let go, I am extremely lonely ,I feel lonely everywhere I go and I want and need someone to...
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Nobody cares enough to read these anymore anyways, just like almost everyone in my life when I really need someone they dissappear, they get sick,die,run away ,or just plain don't give a Damn about...
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I feel like I'm about to explode in a sea of tears that won't stop. I've had a very stressful day at work, some guy called saying nobody would help him in grocery . So I paged for someone to go help...
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So tonight as I lay in bed with the man in my life ,I can't help but to wish it was u my teddy bear, that's what I used to call you. My 2 year old daughter curled up in the middle of the bed, I...
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So here I am once again sad and depressed. Not alone but lonely, I need more r something different in my life ,really can't leave cause living is expensive but being with this man forever just makes...
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so i feel like a mean person lately and i like it ! was dating this guy at work, let me back up, we were both in the breakroom, when he walks over and gives me his number, asks me for a date and we...
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My Daughter Ashlynn Grace was born May 22nd 2012, happiest day of my life so far ! She was a complete surprise pregnancy that has changed my life forever- now my everyday worry is when will i find...
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So my life is going off in a new direction...... i am going to be a mommy soon... i'm having a baby girl and naming her ashlynn grace .... i'm very excited from some of my old journal enteries my...
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finally got a job and off to a great start things are happening that i never thought would and i'll tell u all about it as soon as i get internet again - take care my ds friends and family and til...
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SO THIS YEAR HAS REALLY SUCKED FOR ME: JAN 14TH WILL FOREVER BE IN MY MIND AND HEART, THE DAY I LOST "MY MATTY" , I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER THE GOOD TIMES AND BAD, LAUGHTER AND TEARS , AND HOW HE ALWAYS...
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WANTED TO SHARE WITH EVERYONE WHO KNOWS AND HAS FOLLOWED ME THROUGH MY JOURNEY OF DEPRESSION AND DISCOVERY ON THIS SITE...... I RECENTLY LOST MATT AKA MATT THE MAGGOT , AS HE WAS KNOWN ON THIS SITE...
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my life has always been crazy and unpredictiable to say the least- its been a long time since i wrote a journal entry and i figure nobody is gonna read it anyways since i'm one of the many laughing...
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UPDATED SOME GOALS I'M GETTING THERE PEOPLE ! ONE DAY AT A TIME
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They say "Home" is where ur heart is....... if so mine has found a permanent place to dwell in St.Louis Missouri, so i have decided to go for interviews for both jobs i was offered by Home Depot and...
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I HAVE SO MUCH GOING ON IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW, EMOTIONALLY SPEAKING, MY LITTLE PEA SIZED BRAIN IS HAVING A HARD TIME PROCESSING IT ALL... I HAVE THIS GUY, WHO TO HIS CREDIT , REALLY REALLY LOVES ME,...
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