RockNMetalChic
Status: Being left behind by life, dying more inside everyday
Mood:
Horrible
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AHHHHHHHHHH ! PEOPLE PISS ME OFF LATELY ! NOT ALL PEOPLE BUT CERTAIN ONES I GUESS.... THEY ARE ALWAYS WANTING TO TELL ME- WHERE I SHOULD MOVE OR WHAT I SHOULD DO WITH MY LIFE- HELLO- MY...
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have u ever felt that u are drowning in ur own spit? like u are spiraling out of control cause u have no control over u or ur life ? thats exactly how i feel right now ! i am trapped, i am living...
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I REALLY HATE BEING HERE RIGHT NOW- BY HERE I MEAN IN TENNESSEE! WHENEVER I COME BACK TO THIS PLACE I ALWAYS WANT TO ESCAPE AND RUN AWAY ! I CAN'T STAND NOT HAVING A JOB, I'M SITTING IN THIS HOUSE...
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hating myself today-though not really sure why- just everything in my life feels so lopsided and screwed up ! nothing i do ever seems to come out right and hard as i try still seems i am always...
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She's beautiful in her simple little way She don't have too much to say when she gets mad She understands she don't let go of anything Even when the pain gets really bad Guess I...
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someday you'll fly awayyou'll soar above the cloudsbut for now ur wings have been clippedand u lay broken in pieces on the floorsomeday you'll pick yourself upbut not todayfor one moment in time u...
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took your picture off the walldon't need a phone , that way u can't call anytime soon to ask me how i'm doing... don't tell me were going to be friends, when its all over and everything ends, and...
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SO IT STARTED OUT AS THIS LETTER ABOUT HOW MUCH I LOVED YOU AND HOW I ENVIED KAREN FOR BEING THE ONE TO GET THAT LOVE... BUT I NOW AM THINKING IT SHOULD'VE WENT ALITTLE SOMETHING LIKE THIS- I HATE U...
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MY DEAREST MATTHEW, I DON'T REALLY KNOW HOW TO START THIS LETTER , BUT TO SAY I AM NOT WRITING THIS SO THAT U WILL COME TO...
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SO YOU LEFT ME AGAIN (BRANDI) OUT IN THE COLD... THIS WOMAN WHO THOUGHT U WOULD LOVE HER WITH EVERYTHING U HAD , JUST LIKE SHE LOVED U WITH EVERYTHING SHE HAD... WE WERE SO CLOSE TO HAPPINESS ! SO...
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finally got a job and off to a great start things are happening that i never thought would and i'll tell u all about it as soon as i get internet again - take care my ds friends and family and til...
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SO THIS YEAR HAS REALLY SUCKED FOR ME: JAN 14TH WILL FOREVER BE IN MY MIND AND HEART, THE DAY I LOST "MY MATTY" , I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER THE GOOD TIMES AND BAD, LAUGHTER AND TEARS , AND HOW HE ALWAYS...
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WANTED TO SHARE WITH EVERYONE WHO KNOWS AND HAS FOLLOWED ME THROUGH MY JOURNEY OF DEPRESSION AND DISCOVERY ON THIS SITE...... I RECENTLY LOST MATT AKA MATT THE MAGGOT , AS HE WAS KNOWN ON THIS SITE...
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my life has always been crazy and unpredictiable to say the least- its been a long time since i wrote a journal entry and i figure nobody is gonna read it anyways since i'm one of the many laughing...
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UPDATED SOME GOALS I'M GETTING THERE PEOPLE ! ONE DAY AT A TIME
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