People Piss Me off Lately !
AHHHHHHHHHH ! PEOPLE PISS ME OFF LATELY ! NOT ALL PEOPLE BUT CERTAIN ONES I GUESS.... THEY ARE ALWAYS WANTING TO TELL ME- WHERE I SHOULD MOVE OR WHAT I SHOULD DO WITH MY LIFE- HELLO- MY LIFE ! OK MY FRIENDS ( THEY ARE A COUPLE) I KNOW THEY'D LOVE FOR ME TO LIVE WHERE THEY ARE, BUT THE FACT IS- I CAN'T STAND THE STATE OR CITY THEY LIVE IN- I THINK ITS UGLY AND HONESTLY SURROUNDINGS ARE VERY IMPORTANT TO ME- IF I DON'T LIKE EM I CAN'T LIVE THERE- SO ITS NOT THAT I DON'T WANT TO BE THERE AND BE NEAR THEM- BUT I JUST DON'T WANT TO LIVE THERE, WHY CAN'T THEY UNDERSTAND THIS? I KNOW WHERE I WANT TO BE, AND WHEN I TELL THEM THAT , JUST BECAUSE MY EX IS FROM THERE- THEY ASSUME THATS WHY- NOT AT ALL THE REASON ! I HAPPEN TO LOVE THE CITY , ITS HUGE ! YES THERE IS A VERY REMOTE POSSIBILITY WE COULD RUN INTO EACH OTHER AT A SPORTING EVENT OR THE MALL- BUT COME ON NOW, TO SAY I JUST WANNA BE THERE CAUSE OF HIM- THAT IS SO UNFAIR ! AND WHY IS IT - FRIENDS ONLY WANNA BE UR FRIENDS WHEN U DO WHAT THEY WANT ! ALSO HAVING TROUBLE WITH RELATIONSHIPS, I AM VERY MUCH IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE , BUT SOMETIMES I THINK THINGS I SHOULDN'T , LIKE MAYBE I'M SECOND CHOICE- WHICH THE PERSON WOULD NEVER ADMIT TO ME, AND THAT THEY BREAK UP WITH ME, AND WANT TO BE A COUPLE WHEN ITS CONVIENIENT TO THEM.... DOES THAT MAKE SENSE? IS ANYONE ELSE GOING THROUGH THIS? I'M ABOUT TO JUST STOP TALKING ALL TOGETHER NO MATTER WHAT I SAY I SEEM TO PUT MY FOOT IN MY MOUTH !
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I love you and I understand what you are saying. You know you are my little sister and I would do whatever I can for you. You know you mean a lot to me. I am so glad you are part of my life and I really miss talking to you. I am always here for you.
your right and there wrong but hey mean no harm, so i would be grateful for all the friends like that i could get. be well and peace to you.