HATE BEING HERE!
I REALLY HATE BEING HERE RIGHT NOW- BY HERE I MEAN IN TENNESSEE! WHENEVER I COME BACK TO THIS PLACE I ALWAYS WANT TO ESCAPE AND RUN AWAY ! I CAN'T STAND NOT HAVING A JOB, I'M SITTING IN THIS HOUSE ALL DAY LONG- WATCHING MY SISTER'S TWO KIDS- AND THATS THE ONLY REASON SHE WANTS ME AROUND- OH WAIT IT COULD BE CAUSE I APPLIED FOR FOOD STAMPS AND SHE WANTS THOSE TOO ! I HATE THIS JOB MARKET - NO MATTER WHERE ELSE I GO- I CAN GET A JOB NO PROBLEM- FOR SOME REASON I CAN'T GET ANYWHERE HERE , OR START TO EVEN REBUILD MY LIFE CAUSE I HAVE NO JOB- NOBODY WILL HIRE ME ! HAVING NO CAR ITS KINDA HARD TO GO OUT TO TOWN AND LOOK EVERYDAY- ESPECIALLY SINCE I AM IN THE STICKS ! I AM EATING AND GAINING MY WEIGHT THAT I LOST BACK CAUSE I'M SO FRIGGIN DEPRESSED ! I AM SPIRALING DOWN THE BLACK HOLE AGAIN- I WISH SOMETHING WOULD HAPPEN AND I WOULD BE ABLE TO GET OUT OF THIS SITUATION, I'M MISERABLE AND MY SISTER THINKS I SHOULD BE ABSOLUTELY OVER JOYED ABOUT BEING HERE, WHY? CAUSE I HAVE A PLACE TO GO, I COULD GO STAY WITH MY FRIENDS IF IT WAS JUST FOR THAT.... WHY DID I COME BACK HERE- OMG !!!!!!!!!!!!! OK I FEEL ALITTLE BETTER NOW BUT NOT MUCH , I JUST REALLY NEEDED TO VENT TODAY.............. WHO WANTS TO COME SHOOT ME ? ANYONE?...........
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I love you and I\'m ALWAYS here for you.