MyMiniMonk

Another day...  I slept on the couch again.  I tried for the very last time last night to talk to him about everything.  I think I am just ready to go.  Last night, I was thinking about what a...

Whew!  I just wrote to my father-in-law and told him about all that has been going on.  I hope he can help my husband.  I didn't know where else to turn to.  I also told him about DS, and how...

I feel sick.  My stomach is all twisted up.  I haven't been able to eat in days.  I made dinner last night, but I only had a few bites.  I just can't eat.  I was on the couch last night, I just...

I don't even know what to write right now...   I just feel like I don't want to do anything at all today.  I just now got out of bed- but I didn't want to.  Jonathan wanted something, so I had to...

I got this in my messages, but instead of forwarding it, I decided to post it here... 1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?         No, but my mom chose my name when she was 7.2. WHEN WAS THE LAST...

I am crying  and I can't stop.  He is just all over the place.  This morning, he put his arm around me as he was getting out of the car, and I thought for a split second that we would be OK.  But...

Isn't it amazing how when you are feeling down, and you think that things will never get better- along comes some strangers who heard you were sad, and they send you hugs, flowers, and messages of...

I can't sleep.  I went to bed late- around 12:30am.  But Jonathan woke me up around 2:30 and I just can't fall back to sleep.  So much stress, so much heartache.  I have to be up at 6:30 to take...

I'm feeling better just knowing that I have people on here that I can turn to for help.  Each and every one of you holds a special place in my heart.  I don't know what I'd do without this site-...

Again with the hitting.  Again with the porn.  Again with him trying to kill me.  Only this time- I actually wanted him to do it.  I wanted him to end my life.  I wanted him to squeeze harder...

OK, I have seen people doing this on their journals, and I guess I'll do it too...Some things about me you may not know:1. I love steak, cooked medium, with no A1 sauce on it- just plain.2. I am...

UHMMM... OK I guess I'll do this...  1.) WHATS YOUR FAVORITE BEVERAGE?        Peach iced tea2.) NAME "ONE" PERSONAL BELONGING YOU'D TAKE WITH YOU IF YOU HAD TO CHOOSE JUST 'ONE'?  My...

BIG CONGRATULATIONS GOING OUT TO MY FRIEND, JOLINE, WHO FOUND OUT YESTERDAY THAT SHE WILL BE A GRANDMA!  I'M SOOOOOO HAPPY FOR YOU!!!  YOU WILL BE A WONDERFUL GRANDMA, I JUST KNOW IT!!!

When all is done, I have Kitty Cat...Every day I have to take take care of Jonathan, clean the house, prepare meals, do laundry, and take care of everything around the house.  I serve them dinner,...

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