MyMiniMonk

I was having such a good day too! How come he always has to bring it down for me? Why can't he just be happy that I'm happy?When I went to get him from work, he said,"what are you so happy...

What's worse than the fact that Valentine's day is coming up and he asked for a divorce? Our anniversary is February 20th. I had already found a babysitter so that we can spend the entire day (and...

Well, I give up. He does not want to be with me anymore. He wants to end it. He looked me in my eyes and said in the most cold tone I have ever heard that he wants a divorce.

IT'S FRIDAY! YIPPY! YAY! This long week is O-V-E-R!!!

I am feeling good about myself this morning. I have been smoke free for more than 24 hours. I am going to go shopping with my mom today, and I look forward to it. I don't have any friends other...

I am horrible. I can't quit. I want one so bad, and he left to go get Mr. Hero (Roman burger, my fav!) cuz I asked him to. And here I am, wanting to go outside and have a smoke. I can't do it. I...

No smokes so far... I am feeling desperate for one though. Not very easy. My husband walked by when I was reading something on here, and he saw something I wrote and got pretty mad at me. He...

I KNOW that my husband looks at porn. I have a "feeling" that he did. So, I go and check the computer. I know as I am turning the computer on that I am going to feel sick to my stomach and be upset...

LOL! I just LOVE this whole journal thing. I can write what I'm thinking, and people can give me their thoughts on it... It's really cool! And I can see how much my mood changes throughout the...

OK, not smoking is very hard. I have an almost-4-year-old who is in a bad mood today and being VERY defiant. I have a cat and I swear if he plays with his favorite toy on the brand new leather...

Also...My husband and I have been doing ALOT of talking lately. He is still bringing up counseling for us individually, and together as a couple. He also wants to get into an anger management...

Day 1, no smoking. So far I've been up for 2 1/2 hours and I'm doing OK I quess. I am trying so hard. I have the pack in my hand. It seems easier knowing that I have them if I need them Well, if...

There, I fixed them... but can anyone tell? We all look about 15 pounds lighter and 3 inches taller. This is how we really look. I couldn't believe how funny my son's head looked! All better now...

I just noticed this, and it's not really important...But the pics I put up were one's that my mother-in-law emailed to me. I think I have to resize the pics cuz all of us look short and fat with...

Well, I took him to lunch today (he likes it when I go with him for lunch...)We were talking once again about the porn issue, and the violence issue. I told him that when the porn issue comes up,...