I don't even know what to write right now...   I just feel like I don't want to do anything at all today.  I just now got out of bed- but I didn't want to.  Jonathan wanted something, so I had to get up.

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Melinda...Jonathan will be the reason you keep going believe me. The days will get easier, but just remember Jonathan is the bright spot in all this.
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One day your going to wake up in your own place and jonathons going to be laughing and the sun shining and you will be happy and free. Its going to take alot to get there but the sooner you start working on it the sooner that day will come