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Status: While the pain makes me suffer. It also reminds me that I can still feel things. Not feeling anything would be far worse.
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The Fisherman I'm on board a mighty ship her name is Redemption. Along with a faithful crew we sail out to the deepest darkest depths where the monster resides. The leviathan lurks those depths...
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I remember good times spent in places like the Green Swamp. As a younger person I remember the sights , sounds and smells of those places. I remember making myself more aware of what was around me....
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My depression just keeps coming back and kicking the crap out of me. I have some support but it just isn't helping. I'm scared I will have to get ECT. My options are running out. I feel I'd rather be...
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This recent diagnosis of diabetes now has me feeling even more challenged and out of control. My depression doesn't seem to want to give me a break in spite of a medication increase. I have another...
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I don't even know yet what is wrong with my knee. I won't know anything till the 22nd. An MRI shows the fluid on my knee. I went today to buy a brace for it. And the knee is so swollen I cannot find...
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It seems like I cannot do anyhting right. I seem to be real good at hurting people. I know I need to be honest with people. But doing so always seems to end up with them being hurt and me feeling...
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Yesterday I was to take my Dad fishing. My truck had other ideas. Apparently the Catalytic convertors are clogged and major repairs to the tune of more than $1400 are needed. I am filing bankruptcy...
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According to her that is the case. And if true then I had best take a look at the choices I have made lately. First and foremost the decision to even have her as a friend comes into question. Oh well...
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I want to reclaim it but I do not know how to do that.This seems to be the way it was meant to be. I give over those things for which I should have no control. Yet there are other things that should...
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Do you feel the way you do when you see a newborn ?Do the dolphins and whales leap out of the sea ?Do the birds sing at sunrise ?Do puppies , kittens and other children play ?It is all a celebration...
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I recently injured my back. This new pain has brought back old memories. I do not know whether to bring this up with anyone else. I fear my depression is being triggered with this new pain. I fear...
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I am leading another life. Actually to be more accurate I am going into another lifestyle. I am not talking about changing my sexual orientation or becoming a monk either. I have found a niche that I...
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I thought I would be celebrating but it is quite the opposite. This house feels so empty and I am feeling rather empty as well. And just to grind a little salt in the wound I can feel depression...
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She being my soon to be ex wife is moving out completely tomorrow. I have mixed emotions about it. And I think she does as well. I want her to know that I still care for her as a precious friend. We...
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