"CH CH CH CHANGES"

Yesterday I was to take my Dad fishing. My truck had other ideas. Apparently the Catalytic convertors are clogged and major repairs to the tune of more than $1400 are needed. I am filing bankruptcy and fighting an impending foreclosure as well. My life is a challenge to say the least. But hey it could be worse right ??? So I keep on keeping on. I have only the choice of doing that or selecting a permanent alternative. The alternative is tempting. But I am still loved and needed by others in my life. So I have to keep on fighting. Also I have to get more blood work to possibly confirm I am now a diabetic. I guess my lack of keeping up with myself may have caught up with me. If so I accept resposibility and will try to make better choices from here on out. My roommate is no more. Her and I have had a parting of the ways. I wish her well and have nothing more to say regarding her except that we are better off not living in the same home together. Sometimes it does feel like life sucks. But hey at least I still have choices and the ones who love me. I look to these for the strength I need to continue on. And I say to the voices of depression SHUT UP !!!! You are not welcome here. I will keep fighting. I will prevail. I am not afraid of these changes in my life.