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Status: While the pain makes me suffer. It also reminds me that I can still feel things. Not feeling anything would be far worse.
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I close my eyes and see me in hell. I'm not one of the condemned. I'm the one.The apex.Hell is virtually empty except for scraps and remaining pieces. The evidence and aftermath of what I have done....
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Living with someone that is addicted is so tough. Healing from all the trauma is even tougher.Anyone that says that healing is a gentle process has probably not had to heal from very much at all....
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Okay technically it's the 9th of February 2016. As of 10:15 this morning I may have some answers about the state of my health. Specifically whether to be concerned with having skin cancer or not....
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One of the most amazing things I've learned is how truly strong people can be. My father was badly injured in an industrial accident a few years ago. He ended up being burnt over 40% of his body with...
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I'm lying here with tears in my eyes. My emotions are mixed. I feel so raw with my soul exposed for all to see. My gentle nature has won out for tonight. My ability to control my emotions has left me...
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I was lying in a hospital bed. It is diferent from what most would think of as a bed in a hospital. This bed was in a room within the addictions and recovery ward of the hospital. Now it would seem...
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As some may already know , I'm soon to be retired. I will not sit on my fat ass and watch Jerry Springer , Judge Judy and other such mind numbing shit all day. No I wish to supplement my pension...
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It seems all around me uncaring and incompetent people are making decisions that manage things. Their decisions have at times very serious effects on those that have to work and live with what is...
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I'm beginnig to think I might be posessed by Will Rogers or Samuel Clemens.Please excuse the crudeness and please accept this heart felt wisdom.Here goes ...When a man FARTS loudly it's fair...
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There are so many different types of tragedies in life. But for me the worst are those caused by wanton and direct evil. Next and very close are those caused by people who choose ignorance over...
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It is done with truth , wisdom , courage and above all a great sense of humor.So this is what I told him about arguments with a pregnant lady.It's like wrapping yourself all up in bacon and walking...
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I had a wonderful dream last night. Me and Angelina were cheating on Brad. But it was okay. She told me that Brad knew and he understood. He had told her that he loved her and he wanted her to be...
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I posted this to Facebook yesterday. Don't know how or why I came up with it. But it got a good reception. Oh yeah and Summer if you read this and really like it, you have my permission to "steal"...
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The evilness has begun. The water is running and it is strangely quiet here. There's not a puppy to be found. Normally they're constantly right at me. But not now. It seems they know what is...
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Charlie was a brave and strong soul all the way to the end. He muttered not a whimper or a whine. And was even cooperative during final indignity of being dried. For suffering through such an ordeal...
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