I'm a good kind of predator !!!!

I remember good times spent in places like the Green Swamp. As a younger person I remember the sights , sounds and smells of those places. I remember making myself more aware of what was around me. The heightened senses of being apredator. My mother named me Randall. That is my first name. It is a derivative of the Old English Randolf which means shield wolf. She must of known that eventually I would grow into that identity. But I suppressed my animal nature. And it allowed vile depression to gain a toe hold as weakened from battling something I feared within me. Now as an older me I realize I can embrace these instincts and use them to battle depression and maybe one day pass on what I know to other young predators so they develop in hunters of things that cause others pain. I may yet have enough in me to one day offer myself up as a warrior of sorts. But not just a warrior but a predator that hunts kills and devours hateful things. If I one day fight that battle against the ultimate evil. I wish to be made stronger and strike fear even in the inventor of depression Satan himself. For one of my strongest weapons I'll use against him is my love for my Creator and those he has created in love. I am back and I'll never stop hunting / fighting . Even after death if its Gods will I will continue to battle on the site of good and all things that gain sustenance from Love. I'M BACK !!!!!!
Randall Scott Mallard
No Fear !!!!!!!