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- Did anyone else experience the second year as so much harder then the first.? My friends have moved on with their lives, they are starting not want to hear about Danny, and some want me to go out and start dating again. I love my friends but the...
- It should of only been one month to our wedding and I'm starting to really really feel it. I find at 10 months it's getting a little harder. I imagine that we would be sitting on the couch making the final arraignments. He used to tell me every...
- i can't believe in a week or so it will be six months. In that time I have seen two friends lose their husbands and we have become better friends. I have to admit I have been a little selfish as going through the beginning stages of grief with my...
- This week we were supposed to be meeting with the wedding planner to make the final arraignments. One big date down, about 8 more to go before I complete the year of first! Just miss him. Apartment is so quiet
- On Saturday a good friends' husband passed away. He passed on the 17th, the day my Danny did. I got to say goodbye before he passed and his wife has been so strong. She has been asking tons of questions on how to deal with everything. I'm trying to...
- I think about our wedding plans all the time. Danny was so involved and he enjoyed every minute of it. We decided to give two years to plan. Looking back I would of eloped immediately. I miss him. My dress remains in the closet. I mourn the loss of...
- I read all the posts and responses and I realize tonight all our loved ones were truest loved. They were a part of our souls, a piece of us that died when they did. I have this picture of them meeting in the after life as we meet on this website....
- Not a lot to say, except I miss you every moment of every day!!! I love you Danny
- I can't do this. I can't live without him. He was my soulmate. Every month is worse. I'm so lost. I love him, I need him! Life is just a series of events I'm forced to endure every day. Like everyone here I have no idea what to do.
- I just miss him..... Love you Danny!!!!!
- So I went to a bbq hosted by a couple of my good friends. They all knew Danny of course and everyone asked how I was doing, the usual. I was actually having an ok day till someone who was going through a divorce came up to me and told me they knew...
- One the hardest parts of all this bedsides missing him every day is learning who I now am. We were a team, we were lovers, we were connected to each other in ways that I can't even describe in words. I knew who I was, where I was going, what I...
- I can't believe it's been three months! It feels like yesterday! I will admit it's better than it was even a week ago, but it's so hard. I can almost go a whole day without breaking down. I wish I could sleep this first year away. I did go to...
- I realized today how much I miss having him around. I miss the nights of cooking dinner in the kitchen, then eating it while discussing our day, then curling up to watch a tv show or movie. I am able to cook for myself again but I sit alone...
- First holiday without Danny! I thought because it was not Christmas or Valentine's Day I would be ok. However seeing all my friends with their families and congrats on a friends wedding sent me into a depression. My heart is so broken that I feel...